God is not All Loving
By Andrew Shachat

God is not All Loving. That’s a lie for little children. When you look at the World you can observe God delights in Suffering. Eternity is such a drag. It has no end. So God created a friend he called Satan. Satan creates such terrible pain and suffering that God forgets he or she is Eternal. The thrill of feeling Time seduces God into more and more extreme horrors. Delightful experiences pop like soap bubbles. Pleasure is fleeting. But suffering is thick like tar. It leaves behind Memories. Memories that never fade. Sometimes God stops playing with Satan and returns to Eternal Nothingness. Eternal Peace. Eternal Emptiness. Satan takes a time out. He becomes one with God. And all the beings in all the universes are filled with Love and Joy.

My Sunday Depression Monster

By Andrew Shachat

Sundays are awful. I wake up and don’t want to be conscious. My Depression has put me in an empty box. Over the years I have lost all my close friends. Some of them dumped me after I was hospitalized for attempting suicide. No compassion. No Empathy. I am not wealthy and I don’t own a house which is another reason I can’t find a girlfriend. I paint everyday but no one cares about my work. Everyday I read about this stupid new digital Art selling for millions of dollars. It’s garbage. Another…

Stop Writing about Covid 19.

By Andrew Shachat

Everyday the Media writes about the Covid 19 Virus and lists the Death count. I am sick of it. This is terrible for my mental health. Repeating the same negative stories over and over. There is more going on in the World than Covid 19. But the Media is a grotesque repetition machine. It is poisoning my life. I got my first vaccination last week. I am sick of seeing people in masks. People wear masks riding bicycles. Is the Virus spewing from exhaust pipes? I decided to rebel. When I go…

The Bachelor is a BDSM Fantasy.

I confess I really enjoy The Bachelor. But it’s looking more and more like a Sado- Masochistic fantasy World. The Bachelor is The Lord and the Ladies are his Love Slaves. I suspect contestants suffer permanent Psychological trauma from being part of this Show. The Power Dynamic is classic Sado-Masochism. Imagine falling in love with someone dating multiple partners. That’s got to mess with your Psyche. The Show prolongs the anxiety and stress for weeks. The women who act badly are thrown off the Show. The Lord/Bachelor tells several Women he sees a life…

Loneliness is Hell
by Andrew Shachat

During this Covid 19 lockdown I have experienced hellish loneliness. Loneliness is nothing new for me. I’ve experienced intense bouts of loneliness since I was an adolescent. I grew up before Dating Apps so meeting a Woman was very difficult. I spent years alone. Walking the City streets gripped by loneliness and depression. At some point I became suicidal. Finally I would find a Girlfriend but it always turned into another type of Hell. I have had Women cheat on me numerous times. They always complain about my intimacy issues. The only relief was…

Happiness is Overrated

By Andrew Shachat

Most of us chase happiness our entire lives. But no matter how much happiness you achieve it never lasts. The perfect Relationship turns into Hell on Earth. Great Health fades as we Age. The list goes on and on. I have suffered from Depression my entire Adult Life. My periods of happiness don’t last long. To make matters worse my Mind attacks and blames me for not being Happy. When I felt unhappy as a child my Dad basically told me to shut up. Eventually I grew to hate my parents and I started using…

Trump is a dangerous enemy of the Nation and he is being allowed to attack our Democracy everyday with his lies. When someone is burning down your house you don’t stand there and watch. Trump is a very evil and mentally ill man and he belongs in Jail. But Democrats are afraid to fight back and drag this criminal out of the White House. He is a traitor and everyone who supports him is complicit. If Republicans want a Civil War Democrats should be ready to fight for Democracy. Republicans are no longer Americans. They have pledged allegiance to Trump. It’s hard to believe things have gotten this bad. But why are we afraid to take Trump out of the White House for Treason ? Why are we letting him twist the minds of his followers? Why ?

Now that Donald Trump has walked away from the Stimulus Plan it should be obvious to Americans that electing Rich Sociopaths is destroying the Nation. The entire Republican Congress exhibits hatred and sadism toward the American people. The cruelty is disgusting and reprehensible. All these members of Congress are Wealthy and are employed by the Federal Government. They have great Healthcare. It is their job to protect the American people during the Pandemic. But they are not doing it because they are self serving evil people. As thousands of people fall into Poverty and become homeless these despicable human beings…

You get what you pay for. And Saatchi Online is Free. I read they represent 110,000 artists and have over a million works of Art for sale. I tried posting my Artwork on Saatchi Online and so far it has been a waste of time. My work doesn’t appear after looking at 1000 paintings. You would think they would give a new artist on their site a chance to be seen. Most of the Art I saw searching the site doesn’t appeal to me. Anyone can post their Art and it shows. After looking at 1000 works of Art on…

Why do the Rich let the Poor Die ?

The question of why the Rich let the Poor die in Poverty has been around for thousands of years. Even Lao Tzu mentions in the Tao Te Ching that the village has no grain while the Rich strut around like Peacocks. Or something like that. So the evil Rich have been with us since the birth of Civilization. The divide between the Rich and the Poor has never been worse than it is now in the United States in 2020. Millions are facing the downward spiral towards Poverty because of the…

Todd Zen


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